\u0130thaf: \u00dcstad-\u0131 necibim Ali Ekrem Bey’e<\/p>\n
Yok ya Abbas’\u0131 bilmeyen, kimdi?..<\/p>\n
O sahabiyi dinleyin, \u015fimdi:<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
“Bir karanl\u0131k geceydi pek de ayaz..<\/p>\n
\u0130bni Hatt\u00e2b’\u0131 g\u00f6rmek \u00fczre biraz,<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131kt\u0131m evden ki yollar \u0131p\u0131ss\u0131z.<\/p>\n
Yolcu bir benmi\u015fim me\u011fer yaln\u0131z!<\/p>\n
Aradan ge\u00e7memi\u015fti \u00e7ok da zaman,<\/p>\n
Az ilerden yava\u015f\u00e7a oldu iyan,<\/p>\n
Zulmetin s\u00eenesinde ukde gibi,<\/p>\n
Ans\u0131z\u0131n bir m\u00fcheykel a’r\u00e2b\u00ee!<\/p>\n
Bembeyaz bir rid\u00e2 i\u00e7inde gar\u00eeb,<\/p>\n
Geliyor muttas\u0131l meh\u00eeb meh\u00eeb.<\/p>\n
Ben sokuldum, o geldi, yakla\u015ft\u0131k;<\/p>\n
Durmadan kar\u015f\u0131dan sel\u00e2mla\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken sel\u00e2m alan sesini,<\/p>\n
O hey\u00fbl\u00e2 uzand\u0131 tuttu beni:<\/p>\n
Bir de bakt\u0131m, \u00d6mer de\u011fil mi imi\u015f?<\/p>\n
– Y\u00e2 \u00d6mer! B\u00f6yle ge\u00e7 zaman, bu ne i\u015f?<\/p>\n
– \u015eu mahall\u00e2t\u0131 devre \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131m…<\/p>\n
Gel beraber, benimle, \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f ad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
Ne sad\u00e2 var, ne bir y\u00fcr\u00fcr b\u00eed\u00e2r;<\/p>\n
Uhrev\u00ee bir s\u00fck\u00fbn i\u00e7inde civ\u00e2r.<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer olmu\u015f gezer, s\u0131y\u00e2net-i Hak…<\/p>\n
\u015eu yatan beldenin huz\u00fbruna bak!<\/p>\n
O sem\u00e2lar kadar y\u00fccelmi\u015f al\u0131n,<\/p>\n
\u00c7akarak s\u00eenesinden \u00e2f\u00e2k\u0131n,<\/p>\n
Bir zaman s\u00f6nmeyen nig\u00e2h\u0131yle,<\/p>\n
Necm-i s\u00e2hirde sanki bir h\u00e2le!<\/p>\n
Duruyor her evin \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00d6mer,<\/p>\n
Dinliyor b\u00ee-haber i\u00e7erdekiler<\/p>\n
Ge\u00e7medik en har\u00e2b bir yap\u0131y\u0131,<\/p>\n
Yoklad\u0131k sa\u011fl\u0131 sollu her kap\u0131y\u0131.<\/p>\n
Geldik art\u0131k Med\u00eene h\u00e2ricine;<\/p>\n
Bir \u00e7ad\u0131r g\u00f6rd\u00fc, durdu kald\u0131 yine.<\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
Ocak ba\u015f\u0131nda oturmu\u015f bir ihtiyarca kad\u0131n.<\/p>\n
“A\u00e7\u0131z! A\u00e7\u0131z!” diye fery\u00e2d eden \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n,<\/p>\n
Kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p duruyorken pi\u015fen nev\u00e2lesini;<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131kard\u0131 yuttu\u011fu ya\u015flarda \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan sesini:<\/p>\n
-Durunda yavrular\u0131m, i\u015fte \u015fimdicek pi\u015fecek…<\/p>\n
Fakat ne h\u00e2l ise bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc pi\u015fmiyordu yemek!<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklar\u0131n yeniden ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 n\u00e2leleri…<\/p>\n
Selam\u0131 verdi \u00d6mer, dald\u0131 \u00e2k\u0131bet i\u00e7eri.<\/p>\n
Selam\u0131 ald\u0131 kad\u0131n pek be\u015fu\u015f bir y\u00fczle.<\/p>\n
-Bu yavrular ni\u00e7in, ey teyze, a\u011fl\u0131yor, s\u00f6yle?<\/p>\n
-Bu g\u00fcn ikinci g\u00fcn, a\u00e7 kald\u0131lar…<\/p>\n
-O halde, neden<\/p>\n
Biraz yemek komuyorsun?<\/p>\n
-Yemek mi? \u00c7\u00f6mle\u011fi sen,<\/p>\n
Tirit mi zannediyorsun? \u0130\u00e7inde s\u00e2de su var<\/p>\n
\u00c7ak\u0131l ta\u015f\u0131yla beraber b\u00fct\u00fcn zaman kaynar!<\/p>\n
Ne \u00e7are! Belki susarlar, dedim. Ay\u0131plamay\u0131n.<\/p>\n
-Peki senin kocan, o\u011flun, ya karde\u015fin, ya day\u0131n…<\/p>\n
Tek erke\u011fin de mi yok?<\/p>\n
-Hepsi \u00f6ld\u00fc… Kimsem yok.<\/p>\n
-Senin midir bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckler?<\/p>\n
-Torunlar\u0131m.<\/p>\n
-Ne de \u00e7ok!<\/p>\n
Adam em\u00eere gidip s\u00f6ylemez mi h\u00e2lini?<\/p>\n
Ah!<\/p>\n
Em\u00eere \u00f6yle mi? Kahretsin an-kar\u00eeb Allah!<\/p>\n
Yak\u0131nda r\u00e2yet-i ikb\u00e2li ser-nig\u00fbn olsun…<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer, bel\u00e2s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcny\u00e2da isterim bulsun!<\/p>\n
-Ne yapt\u0131, teyze, \u00d6mer, b\u00f6yle inkis\u00e2r edecek?<\/p>\n
-Ya ben yetim avuturken em\u00eer uyur mu gerek?<\/p>\n
Raiyyetiz, ona bizler ved\u00eeatu’ll\u00e2h\u0131z;<\/p>\n
Gelip de bir aramak yok mu?<\/p>\n
-Hakl\u0131s\u0131n, yaln\u0131z,<\/p>\n
Zavall\u0131n\u0131n i\u015fi pek \u00e7ok zaman bulup gelemez;<\/p>\n
Gidip de s\u00f6ylememi\u015fsen ne haldesin bilemez.<\/p>\n
-Ni\u00e7in hil\u00e2feti vaktiyle eylemi\u015fti kab\u00fbl?<\/p>\n
Sonunda b\u00f6yle \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck \u00f6zr\u00fc kim sayar makb\u00fbl?<\/p>\n
Zavall\u0131n\u0131n i\u015fi \u00e7okmu\u015f!… Nedir, muh\u00e2rebe mi?<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fitme sen de civ\u00e2r\u0131nda inleyen elemi,<\/p>\n
Med\u00e2ne halk\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcryan b\u0131rak, M\u0131s\u0131r’da dola\u015f…<\/p>\n
Gaza! Gaza! diye git, soy cih\u00e2n\u0131, gel payla\u015f!<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklar\u0131n bu sefer y\u00fckselince fery\u00e2d\u0131,<\/p>\n
Kad\u0131n, tehevv\u00fcr\u00fc art\u0131k c\u00fcn\u00fbna vard\u0131rd\u0131;<\/p>\n
– \u015eu nevhalar ki \u00e7\u0131kar t\u00e2 bulutlar\u0131n i\u00e7ine,<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer! Sav\u00e2ik-i tel’in olur, iner tepene!<\/p>\n
Yet\u00eemin \u00e2h\u0131n\u0131 ya\u011fmur du\u00e2s\u0131 zannetme:<\/p>\n
O sayha ra’d-\u0131 kaz\u00e2d\u0131r ki g\u00f6nderir ademe!<\/p>\n
“A\u00e7\u0131z! A\u00e7\u0131z! Bize bir lokma olsun ekmek ver… ”<\/p>\n
“Susundu yavrular\u0131m, i\u015fte oldu, \u015fimdi pi\u015fer!”<\/p>\n
Gidip de s\u00f6yliyeyim h\u00e2?.. Dilencilik yapamam!<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer de kim? Benim ondan ker\u00eem adamd\u0131 babam,<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcr de y\u00fcz suyu d\u00f6kmem sizin Hal\u00eefenize!..<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer vuruldu bu son s\u00f6zle…<\/p>\n
– Hakl\u0131s\u0131n, teyze!<\/p>\n
Avut \u00e7ocuklar\u0131, ben \u015fimdicek gider gelirim.<\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
Hal\u00eefe \u00f6nde, bitik su\u00e7lu, m\u00fcnfa’il, n\u00e2dim;<\/p>\n
Ben arkas\u0131nda, per\u00ee\u015fan, \u00e7ad\u0131rdan ayr\u0131ld\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Sab\u00e2ha kar\u015f\u0131 biraz ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ayd\u0131nl\u0131k.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6y\u00fcn k\u00f6pekleri ejder mis\u00e2li sald\u0131r\u0131yor,<\/p>\n
B\u0131rakm\u0131yor bizi yoldan, fakat kim ald\u0131r\u0131yor!<\/p>\n
Med\u00eene’nin dalarak m\u00fcnhan\u00ee sokaklar\u0131na;<\/p>\n
D\u00f6n\u00fcp d\u00f6n\u00fcp hele geldik zah\u00eere anbar\u0131na.<\/p>\n
Hal\u00eefe girdi a\u00e7\u0131p, ben de girdim emriyle.<\/p>\n
Arand\u0131 her yeri, bir mum yak\u0131p ale’l-acele.<\/p>\n
– \u015eu tek \u00c7uval unu g\u00f6rd\u00fcn ya! Haydi y\u00fckle bana;<\/p>\n
Bu testi ya\u011f doludur, elverir o y\u00fck de sana.<\/p>\n
\u00c7uval Hal\u00eefe’de, ya\u011f bende, \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k anbardan;<\/p>\n
Kilitleyip geri d\u00f6nd\u00fck deminki yollardan.<\/p>\n
Mes\u00e2fe, bakt\u0131m, uzun; y\u00fck yaman; \u00d6mer yaral\u0131;<\/p>\n
Dedim ki:<\/p>\n
– Ben g\u00f6t\u00fcreydim… Verir misin \u00e7uval\u0131?<\/p>\n
– Hay\u0131r, yorulsa de\u011fil, \u00f6lse yard\u0131m etme sak\u0131n:<\/p>\n
Veb\u00e2li kendine \u00e2iddir \u0130bni Hatt\u00e2b’\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Kad\u0131n ne s\u00f6yledi, Abbas, i\u015fitmedin mi demin?<\/p>\n
Yar\u0131n huz\u00fbr-i \u0130l\u00e2hide, kimseler, \u00d6mer’in<\/p>\n
\u015eer\u00eek-i haybeti olmaz, bug\u00fcnl\u00fck olsa bile;<\/p>\n
Evet, hil\u00e2feti y\u00fcklenmiyeydi vaktiyle.<\/p>\n
Ken\u00e2r-\u0131 Dicle’de bir kurt a\u015f\u0131rsa bir koyunu,<\/p>\n
Gelir de adl-i \u0130l\u00e2h\u00ee sorar \u00d6mer’den onu!<\/p>\n
Bir ihtiyar kan b\u00ee-kes kal\u0131r, \u00d6mer mes’\u00fbl!<\/p>\n
Yet\u00eemin, girye-i h\u00fcsr\u00e2n al\u0131r, \u00d6mer mes’\u00fbl!<\/p>\n
Bir \u00e2\u015fiy\u00e2n-\u0131 sef\u00e2let bak\u0131lmay\u0131p g\u00f6\u00e7se:<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer kal\u0131r yine alt\u0131nda, hi\u00e7 de\u011fil kimse!<\/p>\n
Zem\u00eene gadr ile bir damla kan d\u00f6k\u00fcnce biri:<\/p>\n
O damla bir koca gird\u00e2b olur bo\u011far \u00d6mer’i!<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer duyulmada her kalbin inkis\u00e2r\u0131ndan;<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer ko\u011fulmada her m\u00e2temin civ\u00e2r\u0131ndan!<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer halife iken ba\u015fka kim \u00e7\u0131kar mes’\u00fbl?<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer ne yaps\u0131n, \u0130l\u00e2h\u00ee, be\u015fer zal\u00fbm \u00fc ceh\u00fbl!<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer’den isteniyor beklenen Muhammed’den…<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer! \u00d6mer! Nas\u0131l ald\u0131n bu b\u00e2r\u0131 s\u0131rt\u0131na sen?<\/p>\n
– Sen almasan acaba kim gelip de senden iyi,<\/p>\n
\u0130d\u00e2re eyliyecek d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn bu ma’rekeyi?<\/p>\n
Evet, ad\u00e2leti “mutlak” hay\u00e2l edersen e\u011fer,<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer de\u011fil ya ne olsan b\u0131rak ki hepsi heder!<\/p>\n
Be\u015fer, ad\u00e2leti “mutlak” tahayy\u00fcl eylerse,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6r\u00fcr \u00fcm\u00eedini mahk\u00fbm her zaman ye’se.<\/p>\n
Sen ey \u00d6mer, ne meleksin, ne bir em\u00eer-i zal\u00fbm…<\/p>\n
Fakat elinde ne var? F\u0131traten be\u015fer mazl\u00fbm!<\/p>\n
G\u00f6r\u00fcr b\u00fcr\u00fbc-i sem\u00e2n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn sit\u00e2releri,<\/p>\n
Zal\u00e2m i\u00e7inde, y\u00fck alt\u0131nda inleyen \u00d6mer’i!<\/p>\n
Huz\u00fbr-i Hakk’a \u00e7\u0131karken bu unlu cebhenle,<\/p>\n
De\u011fil zem\u00eeni, getir \u015f\u00e2hid \u00e2s\u00fcm\u00e2n\u0131 bile!<\/p>\n
– Uzak m\u0131 yol? Daha \u00e7ok var m\u0131?<\/p>\n
– Ancak \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f ad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Mec\u00e2li kalmam\u0131\u015f art\u0131k zavall\u0131n\u0131n… Bakt\u0131m:<\/p>\n
Olanca azmini cebr eyleyip, nefes nefese;<\/p>\n
Yava\u015f yava\u015f y\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Geldi bin bel\u00e2 ne ise!<\/p>\n
Sokuldu haymeye, indirdi arkas\u0131ndan unu:<\/p>\n
– B\u0131rak da testiyi yerle\u015ftirin ken\u00e2ra \u015funu.<\/p>\n
Hemen \u00e7ak\u0131llar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6mlekten indirip att\u0131,<\/p>\n
Uzand\u0131 testiye, ya\u011f koyd\u0131\u0131, sonra un katt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Oturmak istedi, l\u00e2kin bel\u00e2ya bak ki: Ocak<\/p>\n
Hemen s\u00f6n\u00fcp gidecek…<\/p>\n
– Teyze, yok mu hi\u00e7 yakacak?<\/p>\n
Kad\u0131n getirdi be\u015f on par\u00e7a ya\u015f diken \u00d6mer’e;<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer de yakmak i\u00e7in b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn serildi yere.<\/p>\n
Ocak t\u00fcter, \u00d6mer \u00fcfler zefir-i h\u00e2r\u0131yle;<\/p>\n
Zem\u00eeni lihye-i beyz\u00e2 y\u0131 t\u00e2rum\u00e2r\u0131yle,<\/p>\n
S\u00fcc\u00fbd tavr-\u0131 hu\u015f\u00fb’unda, muttas\u0131l s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcr;<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7inde r\u00fbhu yanar, cebhesinde ter k\u00f6p\u00fcr\u00fcr!<\/p>\n
D\u00f6ner muh\u00eet-i nig\u00e2h\u0131nda t\u00fbde t\u00fbde duman;<\/p>\n
Bulut ge\u00e7er gibi necmin h\u0131yat-\u0131 nurundan!<\/p>\n
Ocak tutu\u015ftu, yemek pi\u015fti;<\/p>\n
– Var m\u0131 teyze kab\u0131n?<\/p>\n
Getir de indirelim…<\/p>\n
– Var b\u00fcy\u00fck\u00e7e bir kap, al\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Yemek s\u0131cakt\u0131, fakat kim durup da bekliyecek!<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer \u00e7ocuklara bir bir yedirdi \u00fcfliyerekl<\/p>\n
Kesildi haymede m\u00e2tem, uyand\u0131 r\u00fbh-i s\u00fc\u0131\u00fbr;<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklar oyna\u015f\u0131yorlar, kad\u0131n fer\u00eeh \u00fc fah\u00fbr.<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer bu \u00e2lemi g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e ga\u015fy i\u00e7indeydi…<\/p>\n
Dedim:<\/p>\n
– Sab\u00e2h oluyor kalkal\u0131m…<\/p>\n
– Evet, haydi!<\/p>\n
Yar\u0131n Em\u00e2ret’e gel teyze, \u00f6\u011fleyin beni bul;<\/p>\n
Em\u00eer’e s\u00f6yleriz elbette hayr olur me’mul.<\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc teyzenin, bakt\u0131k,<\/p>\n
Biz de \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k ved\u00e2 edip art\u0131k<\/p>\n
Hi\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeksizin gelip ge\u00e7ene,<\/p>\n
Do\u011fru indik Halife’nin evine.<\/p>\n
“\u015eimdi nerdeyseg\u00fcn do\u011far, kal\u0131ver.”<\/p>\n
Diye, koyvermiyordu, \u00e7\u00fcnki, \u00d6mer.<\/p>\n
Etti az sonra subh-i velveledar<\/p>\n
Uyuyan \u015fehri kamilen bidar<\/p>\n
\u00d6\u011fle ge\u00e7mi\u015fti, \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 geldi kad\u0131n.<\/p>\n
-Galiba, teyze, uykusuz kald\u0131n!<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte ba\u011flanmak \u00fczredir nafakan,<\/p>\n
Alacaks\u0131n her ay gelip buradan.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi affeyledin de\u011fil mi beni?<\/p>\n
-B\u00f6yle g\u00f6ster fakat adaletini.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u0130thaf: \u00dcstad-\u0131 necibim Ali Ekrem Bey’e Yok ya Abbas’\u0131 bilmeyen, kimdi?.. O sahabiyi dinleyin, \u015fimdi: “Bir karanl\u0131k geceydi pek de ayaz.. \u0130bni Hatt\u00e2b’\u0131 g\u00f6rmek \u00fczre biraz, \u00c7\u0131kt\u0131m evden ki yollar \u0131p\u0131ss\u0131z. Yolcu bir benmi\u015fim me\u011fer yaln\u0131z! Aradan ge\u00e7memi\u015fti \u00e7ok da zaman, Az ilerden yava\u015f\u00e7a oldu iyan, Zulmetin s\u00eenesinde ukde gibi, Ans\u0131z\u0131n bir m\u00fcheykel a’r\u00e2b\u00ee! …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2766,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,9],"tags":[743,48,889,888,887,16],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2765"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2765"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2765\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2767,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2765\/revisions\/2767"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2766"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2765"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2765"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2765"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}