Y\u0131llard\u0131r buhurdanl\u0131k gibi t\u00fct\u00fcp duran s\u00eenelerimizde birer inilti, dudaklar\u0131m\u0131zda birer \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k h\u00e2line gelen senin \u0131zd\u0131rap ve ac\u0131lar\u0131nla, yine senin imd\u00e2d\u0131na ko\u015fmak istedik. \u00c7evremizde sis ve duman, \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczde ardarda m\u00e2nialar; hissiyat\u0131m\u0131z sars\u0131k, ruhlar\u0131m\u0131z yaral\u0131; yer yer aksak kar\u0131ncalar gibi sekerek, zaman zaman yan\u0131p k\u00fcl oluncaya kadar ate\u015fin etr\u00e2f\u0131nda pervaz eden kelebekler gibi u\u00e7arak senin gurbet ve senin yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131p durduk.<\/p>\n

Ne kadar kalbinin feryatlar\u0131na kulak verebildik, ne kadar sinelerimizdeki \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 ruhuna duyurabildik bilemeyiz, ama; hak\u00eekat olan bir \u015fey varsa o da, seni tam anlayamaman\u0131n \u0131zd\u0131r\u00e2b\u0131, kendi hazlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 unutup sana y\u00e2r-\u0131 vef\u00e2dar olamaman\u0131n h\u00fcz\u00fcn ve az\u00e2b\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u00fczlerimizi gece, gecelerimizi de karanl\u0131k karanl\u0131k \u00fcst\u00fcne kabir hayat\u0131na \u00e7evirdi.<\/strong><\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Etraf\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcp sezdi\u011fimizden bu yana g\u00f6zlerimizde Mecnun’un hicran ve hasreti, g\u00f6n\u00fcllerimizde Yakub’un h\u00fcz\u00fcn ve derdi, dillerimizde Kerbel\u00e2 t\u00fcrk\u00fcleri kendimizi bu dertliler yolunda bulduk ve o g\u00fcn-bu g\u00fcn \u0131zd\u0131rap i\u00e7inde kaynaya kaynaya bir h\u00e2l olduk. Senin \u0131zd\u0131r\u00e2b\u0131n, benim \u0131zd\u0131r\u00e2b\u0131m, insan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u0131zd\u0131r\u00e2b\u0131 ve topyek\u00fcn bizim d\u00fcny\u00e2, bizim \u00e2lemimizin \u0131zd\u0131r\u00e2b\u0131… Do\u011frusu bu h\u00e2le getirilmi\u015f bir d\u00fcnyada sana ve bana ba\u015fkas\u0131 da yara\u015fmazd\u0131 ya!<\/p>\n

Sen ve ben, m\u00e2zisi kartallar gibi hep zirvelerde ge\u00e7mi\u015f \u015fanl\u0131 bir milletin, cih\u00e2na medeniyet muallimli\u011fi yapm\u0131\u015f muhte\u015fem bir devletin, has\u0131m ve h\u00e2in bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n hi\u00e7 dinme bilmeyen kin ve nefretleriyle, tarihten silinip gidece\u011fi korku ve endi\u015fesini vicdanlar\u0131m\u0131zda duyup ka\u00e7 defa i\u00e7imiz burkuldu, ka\u00e7 defa bu muhte\u015fem millet gemisi, as\u0131rlardan beri yolunu kesen \u00f6l\u00fcm girdaplar\u0131ndan herhangi birine tak\u0131l\u0131p gidece\u011fi tel\u00e2\u015f\u0131yla iki b\u00fckl\u00fcm olduk…<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131na \u0131\u015f\u0131kla beraber \u00fcrpertiler de salan ve koca yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc h\u00fck\u00fcmranl\u0131\u011f\u0131na k\u00e2fi bulmayan dev bir milletin, birdenbire sars\u0131l\u0131p alt\u00fcst olacak h\u00e2le gelmesi; bir zamanlar kendinden korkup tir tir titreyen devletler kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ayn\u0131 zilletle boyun b\u00fck\u00fcp temenn\u00e2 durmas\u0131 ve y\u00fcksek kalelerin y\u00fcksek bur\u00e7lar\u0131nda bayrakla\u015fan, \u00e7elik y\u00fcrek ve \u00e7elik ir\u00e2delerin, eski kap\u0131kullar\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde ric’at ric’at \u00fcst\u00fcne geriye \u00e7ekilip durmas\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, yapacak ba\u015fka bir \u015fey de olamazd\u0131 san\u0131r\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ah, nerede o zafer sancaklar\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcksek bur\u00e7lara dikip g\u00f6klere sel\u00e2m duran polat ruhlar! Nerede o e\u015fya ve h\u00e2diselere s\u00f6zlerini dinletip engin zevk ve zek\u00e2lar\u0131yla \u00e7evrelerini cennetlere \u00e7evirenler! Nerede yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn v\u00e2risleri olma \u015fuuruyla, d\u00fcnyalar\u0131na kazand\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131 bamba\u015fka renk ve \u0131\u015f\u0131k tayflar\u0131 aras\u0131nda \u00f6telerle i\u00e7li-d\u0131\u015fl\u0131 olup binbir r\u00e2yiha i\u00e7inde ya\u015fama zevkini idr\u00e2k edenler! Nerede o \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmayla mutluluk, m\u00fcc\u00e2deleyle haz aras\u0131nda kurduklar\u0131 k\u00f6pr\u00fclerle milletlerini r\u00fcyalarda gezdirenler!?<\/p>\n

\u0130nan\u00e7s\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, ahl\u00e2ks\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, vatans\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve milliyetsizli\u011fin birer s\u00e2r\u00ee illet gibi d\u00fcnyay\u0131 sard\u0131\u011f\u0131, iftir\u00e2k, ba\u011fnazl\u0131k ve Hakka h\u00fcrmetsizli\u011fin ruhlar\u0131 esir etti\u011fi bir d\u00f6nemde, sizin ayd\u0131nl\u0131k d\u00fcnyalar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 hat\u0131rlamamak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc? Hele bir zamanlar, ayn\u0131 hastal\u0131klarla yurtlar\u0131ndan, yuvalar\u0131ndan edilen ve bug\u00fcn boyunlar\u0131nda tasmalar, ayaklar\u0131nda zincirler, kulaklar\u0131nda z\u00e2limlerin hayhuyu ve tepelerinde m\u00fcstebitlerin yumruklar\u0131 sa\u011fa-sola itilip kak\u0131lan vatans\u0131z ve bayraks\u0131z y\u0131\u011f\u0131nlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e hasretle yanmamak, \u00fcrpermemek k\u00e2bil mi?<\/p>\n

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Evet, bir ba\u015ftan bir ba\u015fa d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131n d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131nda h\u00e2rap iller, y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f h\u00e2numanlar, mezar ta\u015flar\u0131na rahmet okutturan cans\u0131z cesetler, has\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131n akla hayale gelmedik hokkabazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ap\u0131\u015f\u0131p kalm\u0131\u015f irfans\u0131z ruhlar, simsiyah bir atmosfer i\u00e7erisinde ya\u015fayan derbeder, peri\u015fan ve c\u00e2hil kitleler, o tertemiz ikliminizden gelecek \u0131\u015f\u0131k ve diriltici soluklara su kadar, hava kadar muhta\u00e7t\u0131rlar. Ve ancak bu sayede dirilip kendilerini bulacaklard\u0131r. Evet, bu s\u00e2yede mutlaka bir g\u00fcn uyan\u0131p kendilerine geleceklerine, silkinip ufuklar\u0131n\u0131 saran kanl\u0131 k\u00e2buslardan s\u0131yr\u0131lacaklar\u0131na inan\u00e7 ve \u00fcmidimiz tamd\u0131r. Ve hele, \u015fafaklar\u0131n \u015fafaklar\u0131 kovalad\u0131\u011f\u0131, millet i\u00e7inde millete hizmet d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesinin yeniden canland\u0131\u011f\u0131, menfaat d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi, makam sevgisi ve \u015f\u00f6hret hissi gibi insan\u0131 al\u00e7altan k\u00f6t\u00fc duygu ve tutkular\u0131n yerlerini, hasb\u00eelik ve di\u011ferg\u00e2ml\u0131k gibi y\u00fcksek hislerin almaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131, zevk d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ve istikbal endi\u015fesiyle sars\u0131k ruhlara bedel, hemen her yerde yi\u011fitlik ve civanmertlik soluklayan kimselerin hissedildi\u011fi \u015fu g\u00fcnlerde, daha da inan\u00e7l\u0131 ve \u00fcmitliyiz. Hatta bu \u00e7apl\u0131 ve \u00e7al\u0131ml\u0131 hamlelerin, gelece\u011fin i\u00e7tim\u00e2\u00ee co\u011frafyas\u0131nda meydana getirece\u011fi silinmez izleri bug\u00fcnden seziyor ve g\u00f6r\u00fcyor gibiyiz.<\/p>\n

Ne var ki, o mutlu yar\u0131nlar\u0131n gelmesi i\u00e7in yine de, madd\u00ee-m\u00e2nev\u00ee hi\u00e7bir \u015fey beklemeden, d\u00fcnyev\u00ee-uhrev\u00ee hi\u00e7 bir sevd\u00e2ya kap\u0131lmadan (Yol bu, devran bu!) deyip sars\u0131lmadan hak bildikleri yolda y\u00fcr\u00fcyen kara sevd\u00e2l\u0131lara ihtiya\u00e7 olaca\u011f\u0131 da hat\u0131rdan bir lahza \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lmamal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

S\u0131z\u0131nt\u0131, Ocak 1986, Cilt 7, Say\u0131 84<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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