Bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda insanl\u0131\u011fa, geride ne varsa b\u0131rak\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131 yola?<\/div>\n

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G\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 anan\u0131z\u0131, size buruk bir gururla bakan baban\u0131z\u0131, y\u00fcre\u011finize tutunmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan karde\u015flerinizi, rahat\u00e7a ya\u015fanabilecek bir hayat\u0131 geride b\u0131rak\u0131p ko\u015ftunuz mu insanlara el uzatmaya?<\/div>\n

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Elektri\u011fin, suyun, can g\u00fcvenli\u011finin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fclkelere gittiniz mi fedakarl\u0131k ruhuyla?<\/div>\n

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\u201c\u00dczerinde ad\u0131m\u0131n yaz\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011fu bir kur\u015fun varsa e\u011fer, o kur\u015fun beni burada da bulur, nereye gidersem gideyim orada da…\u201d diyebildiniz mi?<\/div>\n

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Sizi \u015fartlar\u0131n zorlu\u011fuyla, hastal\u0131klarla korkutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan doktora, \u201cOrada \u00e7ocuklar, ya\u015fl\u0131lar, kad\u0131nlar, erkekler ya\u015f\u0131yorsa e\u011fer biz de ya\u015far\u0131z\u201d cevab\u0131n\u0131 verebildiniz mi?<\/div>\n

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\u201cOkulun penceresinden bir \u00e7ocuk d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ve vefat etmi\u015f\u201d diye bir korkun\u00e7 haber gelince \u201c<\/div>\n

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Allah’\u0131m ne olur benim \u00e7ocu\u011fum olsun\u201d \u015feklinde dua edebildiniz mi?<\/div>\n

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\u00d6\u011frencinizin azg\u0131n sularla bo\u011fu\u015ftu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, can havliyle \u0131rma\u011fa atlay\u0131p \u00f6\u011frencinizi k\u0131y\u0131ya do\u011fru s\u00fcr\u00fcklemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken can verdiniz mi hi\u00e7?<\/div>\n

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May\u0131na basan \u00f6\u011frencinizi s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131za alm\u0131\u015fken bir ba\u015fka may\u0131n\u0131n kurban\u0131 oldunuz mu?<\/div>\n

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D\u00f6rt duvar aras\u0131nda, d\u0131\u015far\u0131 hi\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131kmadan ya\u015fad\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131 uzun s\u00fcre?<\/div>\n

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\u201cAman \u00f6\u011frencilerimin dersi bo\u015f ge\u00e7mesin\u201d d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiyle hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 gizleyip son nefesinize kadar \u00f6\u011frencilerinizi terketmeden g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc kapatt\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131 hayata peki?<\/div>\n

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Sava\u015f\u0131n ortas\u0131nda \u201c\u00d6\u011fretmenim ne olur bizi terketmeyin\u201d diye yalvaran \u00f6\u011frencilerinize, \u201cMerak etmeyin bizi sizden ancak \u00f6l\u00fcm ay\u0131r\u0131r\u201d tesellisi verebildiniz mi?<\/div>\n

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Yine sava\u015f\u0131n ortas\u0131ndas\u0131n\u0131z ve can g\u00fcvenli\u011finiz yok! Sizin ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 merak eden velilere,<\/div>\n

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\u201cE\u011fer \u00f6l\u00fcrsek hemen \u015furaya g\u00f6m\u00fcn bizi. Yine de bu \u00fclkeyi, sizleri terketmeyece\u011fiz\u201d vasiyetini yazabildiniz mi?<\/div>\n

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Ba\u015fka bir \u00fclkeye gitmi\u015fsiniz. Bir kez daha sava\u015f\u0131n en ac\u0131mas\u0131z y\u00fcz\u00fc var kar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda. \u0130nsanlar \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n bir \u015fekilde sizi dinliyor \u201cne i\u015fleri var bunlar\u0131n\u201d dercesine.<\/div>\n

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Ve siz onlar\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakarak, \u201cBiz buraya d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en kaliteli okullar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7maya geldik\u201d m\u00fcjdesini verebildiniz mi?<\/div>\n

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Ve H\u0131d\u0131r \u00f6\u011fretmen gibi bir ka\u00e7 valizle gitti\u011finiz bir \u00fclkeden ba\u015fka bir \u00fclkeye yine bir ka\u00e7 valizle ayr\u0131labildiniz mi?<\/div>\n

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Hem bir okul m\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fc, sonra in\u015faat i\u015f\u00e7isi, ihtiya\u00e7 varken bir a\u015f\u00e7\u0131, kadro eksikli\u011finden \u00f6\u011fretmen, o \u015fehir bu \u015fehir ta\u015f\u0131mac\u0131l\u0131k yapan \u015f\u00f6f\u00f6r ve \u00f6\u011frencilerin ba\u015f\u0131nda dertli bir belletmen oldunuz mu?<\/div>\n

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Ders bitti diyelim. \u00d6\u011frencilerinizle birlikte bir servise oturmu\u015fken, kur\u015fun ya\u011fmuruna tutuldunuz mu?<\/div>\n

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O g\u00fcn \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131za ve e\u015finize son kez sar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fc hi\u00e7?<\/div>\n

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Y\u00fcre\u011findeki b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fckleri bir k\u00f6\u015feye atarak, insanl\u0131k y\u00fck\u00fcyle y\u00fcklenen ve \u015fartlara hi\u00e7 bir zaman<\/div>\n

tak\u0131lmadan d\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u00f6rt bir taraf\u0131na kanatlanan adanm\u0131\u015flara hep imrenmi\u015fimdir.<\/div>\n

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D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsenize b\u00f6ylesine bir fedakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yapabilmek ka\u00e7 insana nasip olur ki?<\/div>\n

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Bendeki nasipsizli\u011fe \u00fcz\u00fclerek tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r hep onlarla.<\/div>\n

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Ve onlarla tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131ktan, onlar\u0131n olanca sadeli\u011fiyle ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 hayat tarzlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fckten sonra da bir utan\u00e7 duygusu sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u00fccrelerimi…<\/div>\n

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Yine de \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr onlar\u0131n destanlar\u0131n\u0131 bir nebze olsun anlatabilme f\u0131rsat\u0131n\u0131 yakalad\u0131m arkada\u015flar\u0131mla birlikte.<\/div>\n

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Bir s\u00fcredir o anlar\u0131n hat\u0131ralar\u0131yla ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Ve acaba yine onlar\u0131n aras\u0131na kar\u0131\u015fabilir miyim diye \u00fcmit ediyorum.<\/div>\n

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\u0130\u015fte b\u00f6ylesine bir ruh haletini ya\u015farken haberi geldi H\u0131d\u0131r \u00c7alka ve Kemale \u0130smailov \u00f6\u011fretmenlerimizin haberi.<\/div>\n

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Somali’de okul \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131nda pusuya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f ve kur\u015fun ya\u011fmuruna tutularak \u015fehit olmu\u015flard\u0131. Onlarla birlikte \u00fc\u00e7 Somalili yi\u011fit daha…<\/div>\n

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Ve \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc \u00e7ocuk biri Merve \u00f6\u011fretmen de yaralanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Haber bir kur\u015fun gibi deldi ge\u00e7ti y\u00fcre\u011fimizi…<\/div>\n

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\u0130nan\u0131n y\u0131llard\u0131r ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z onca zul\u00fcmden \u00e7ok daha ac\u0131 geldi bana onlar\u0131n haberleri. \u00c7ok daha kanatt\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimi.<\/div>\n

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Onlara sald\u0131ran zavall\u0131lar\u0131n hi\u00e7 bilemeyecekleri kadar kahraman insanlard\u0131 oysa…<\/div>\n

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Ve oturduklar\u0131 yerden ahkam kesen nasipsizlerin anlayamayacaklar\u0131 kadar y\u00fcksek karakterli ruhlar…<\/div>\n

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Onlar insanl\u0131k g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fcleriydi. Ba\u015fka hi\u00e7 bir emelleri, ama\u00e7lar\u0131 yoktu. Ne para vard\u0131 hayallerinde ne de d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sundu\u011fu herhangi bir makam.<\/div>\n

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Varsa yoksa insanlara yard\u0131m etme duygusu…<\/div>\n

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Zaten ba\u015fka bir duygu i\u00e7inde olmad\u0131klar\u0131 i\u00e7in kabul g\u00f6rd\u00fcler b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyada.<\/div>\n

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Samimiyetle yakla\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131 i\u00e7in sevildiler…<\/div>\n

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Ba\u015fka bir ama\u00e7 i\u00e7inde olsalard\u0131 e\u011fer 170 \u00fclkede insanlar\u0131n y\u00fcreklerine dokunabilirler miydi Allah a\u015fk\u0131na?<\/div>\n

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Bunun \u00f6rne\u011fi var m\u0131 ba\u015fka?<\/div>\n

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Muhte\u015fem bir duygu b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7inde hareket etmeyen bir insan\u0131 Somali’de tutabilir misiniz? Somali sadece bir \u00f6rnek.<\/div>\n

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Can g\u00fcvenli\u011finin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131, can\u0131n\u0131za kast edebilecek yarat\u0131klar\u0131n her an kar\u015f\u0131n\u0131za \u00e7\u0131kabilece\u011fi bir \u00fclkede ya\u015fayabilir misiniz?<\/div>\n

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Oradaki g\u00fczel insanlar\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bize yeter diyebilir misiniz? O g\u00fczellikleri g\u00f6rebilir misiniz?<\/div>\n

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Y\u0131llard\u0131r sadece konu\u015fan lafazanlar\u0131n ne yapt\u0131klar\u0131 ortada.<\/div>\n

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D\u00fczg\u00fcn giden bir sistemi bile karmakar\u0131\u015f\u0131k hale getiriyorlar b\u00fct\u00fcn beceriksizlikleriyle!<\/div>\n

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Bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken ve ister istemez konu\u015furken Somali \u015fehidimiz H\u0131d\u0131r \u00c7alka \u00f6\u011fretmenimizin naa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u0130stanbul’a getirilece\u011fini \u00f6\u011frendim.<\/div>\n

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Somali’de bir tohum olarak kal\u0131r diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm…<\/div>\n

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Foto\u011fraflar\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u00f6\u011frencileri var ger\u00e7i. Onlardan daha g\u00fczel tohum olur mu Somali i\u00e7in?<\/div>\n

O g\u00fcn…<\/div>\n

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Binlerce ger\u00e7ek insan onun yolunu g\u00f6zl\u00fcyordu b\u00fcy\u00fck bir heyecanla. Onun gibi bir yi\u011fit i\u00e7in son vazifeyi yerine getirme \u015ferefinden kim yoksun kalmak isterdi ki?<\/div>\n

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G\u00f6zleri doluydu herkesin. Dokunsan a\u011flayacaklard\u0131 ve zaten dualar yap\u0131l\u0131rken bile a\u011fl\u0131yorlard\u0131.<\/div>\n

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B\u00f6ylesine duygu dolu insanlara y\u00fcklenen her t\u00fcrl\u00fc k\u00f6t\u00fc s\u0131fat, o s\u0131fatlar\u0131 y\u00fckleyenlerin surat\u0131na \u00e7arp\u0131yordu adeta.<\/div>\n

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\u0130kindi namaz\u0131 k\u0131l\u0131nd\u0131, hemen cenaze namaz\u0131 i\u00e7in saf tutuldu. Cenaze resmi i\u015flemlerden dolay\u0131 biraz ge\u00e7 kalacakt\u0131. Sonu\u00e7ta \u015fehide kavu\u015fulacakt\u0131 ya Ne \u00f6nemi vard\u0131 ki gecikmenin?<\/div>\n

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\u015eehidimizin babas\u0131na bakakald\u0131m \u00f6ylece. \u0130\u00e7inde ne f\u0131rt\u0131nalar kopuyordu da d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya yans\u0131tmamak i\u00e7in kendisini sakl\u0131yordu herkesten.<\/div>\n

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Tamam bir \u015fehidin sahibiydi art\u0131k ama yi\u011fidini topra\u011fa verecek olan bir babayd\u0131 ayn\u0131 zamanda.<\/div>\n

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\u0130\u00e7inde H\u0131d\u0131r \u00c7alka’y\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan Ay y\u0131ld\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bayra\u011fa sar\u0131l\u0131 tabut geldi\u011finde tekbir sesleri y\u00fckseldi. Ba\u011f\u0131rmadan, ac\u0131tmadan, g\u00f6n\u00fclden…<\/div>\n

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G\u00fczel, h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc, gururlu, buruk bir an…<\/div>\n

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Son g\u00f6rev yerine getirilirken orada olman\u0131n \u00f6nemini kavrayanlar son bir kez daha bakt\u0131lar \u00f6telere do\u011fru kanatlanan kutlu insana.<\/div>\n

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H\u0131d\u0131r \u00d6\u011fretmen, belki de \u00f6\u011frencilerinin aras\u0131ndayd\u0131 yeniden. Bir daha ayr\u0131lmayacakt\u0131 onlardan. Bir daha hi\u00e7 bir zaman yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmayacakt\u0131 onlar\u0131. E\u015fini, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131…<\/div>\n

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O s\u0131rada k\u0131v\u0131rc\u0131k sa\u00e7lar\u0131yla bir tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131ndaki o\u011flunu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Babas\u0131n\u0131n tabutuna bak\u0131yordu ne ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamak istercesine…<\/div>\n

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Sahi sizin \u00e7ocu\u011funuz hi\u00e7 \u00f6yle bakt\u0131 m\u0131 tabutunuza?<\/div>\n

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E\u015finiz, karde\u015fleriniz, baban\u0131z sar\u0131ld\u0131 m\u0131 bir kez daha, s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 hissetmek i\u00e7in belki de i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011funuz tahta kutuya?<\/div>\n

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Tabut eller \u00fcst\u00fcnde y\u00fckseldi i\u015fte…<\/div>\n

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D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc olmayan yolculu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kma zaman\u0131…<\/div>\n

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Binlerce el, omuz nasiplendi \u015fehidin tabutuyla…<\/div>\n

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Nasip i\u015fte!<\/div>\n

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Duvar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m son bir kez daha g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc alabilmek i\u00e7in. Ay y\u0131ld\u0131zl\u0131 bayra\u011fa sar\u0131l\u0131 bir tabut insan selinin \u00fcst\u00fcnde y\u00fcz\u00fcyordu. Arkas\u0131nda da b\u00fcy\u00fck\u00e7e bir bayrak, nazl\u0131 nazl\u0131 ona e\u015flik ediyordu s\u00fcz\u00fclerek.<\/div>\n

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Soka\u011f\u0131n sonunda kayboldu tabutunu ta\u015f\u0131yan araba…<\/div>\n

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Birazdan topra\u011fa verilecekti bedeni…<\/div>\n

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Ama sadece bedeni…<\/div>\n

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H\u0131d\u0131r \u00f6\u011fretmen ise ko\u015fmaya kim bilir nerelerde devam edecek?<\/div>\n

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T\u0131pk\u0131 ko\u015farken ruhunun ufkuna y\u00fcr\u00fcyen di\u011fer k\u00fcheylanlar\u0131n yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi…<\/div>\n

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Sahi!<\/div>\n

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Siz hi\u00e7 H\u0131d\u0131r \u00d6\u011fretmen oldunuz mu?<\/div>\n

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Bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda insanl\u0131\u011fa, geride ne varsa b\u0131rak\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131 yola? G\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 anan\u0131z\u0131, size buruk bir gururla bakan baban\u0131z\u0131, y\u00fcre\u011finize tutunmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan karde\u015flerinizi, rahat\u00e7a ya\u015fanabilecek bir hayat\u0131 geride b\u0131rak\u0131p ko\u015ftunuz mu insanlara el uzatmaya? Elektri\u011fin, suyun, can g\u00fcvenli\u011finin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fclkelere gittiniz mi fedakarl\u0131k ruhuyla? \u201c\u00dczerinde ad\u0131m\u0131n yaz\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011fu bir kur\u015fun varsa e\u011fer, o …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3798,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,122],"tags":[119,74,134,23,273,36,1369,420,219],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3797"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3797"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3797\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3805,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3797\/revisions\/3805"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3798"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3797"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3797"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3797"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}