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\u015eimdi Vefa Zaman\u0131\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/strong>
\nBen bir k\u00f6y \u00e7ocu\u011fuyum. \u0130lkokulu da\u011flar aras\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fczde okudum. Bir sonbahar g\u00fcn\u00fc babam a\u011fabeyimle benim elimden tutarak \u0130mam Hatip Okuluna yazd\u0131rmak i\u00e7in \u015fehre g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Annemi hala toprak evimizin \u00f6n\u00fcnde, bir elini hafif\u00e7e bize sallarken di\u011fer eliyle g\u00f6z p\u0131narlar\u0131na biriken ya\u015flar\u0131 beyaz ya\u015fma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ucuyla silerken hat\u0131rlar\u0131m.<\/p>\n

1970\u2019li y\u0131llard\u0131\u2026 O y\u0131llarda \u015fehirde okumak zordu. Kurda ku\u015fa yem olmak kolayd\u0131. K\u00f6y hayat\u0131ndan gelen \u00e7ocuklar i\u00e7in \u015fehirde tuzak \u00e7oktu.<\/p>\n

Ortaokulda derslerim iyiydi. Y\u0131llar bir bir geride kal\u0131rken ben de lise y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131n sonuna yakla\u015f\u0131yordum. B\u00fct\u00fcn hayalim bir g\u00fcn k\u00f6y\u00fcme geri d\u00f6nmekti. O y\u0131llarda b\u00fct\u00fcn hayali k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn da\u011flar\u0131 ile s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 bir insand\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u00d6nce, g\u00fczel giyimli, beyefendi, be\u015f vakit namaz\u0131nda \u00f6\u011fretmenlerimin ya\u015fant\u0131lar\u0131 k\u00fclt\u00fcr kimli\u011fimde k\u0131p\u0131rdanmalara vesile oldu.<\/p>\n

Sonra di\u011fer \u00f6\u011frencilerden daha farkl\u0131 ya\u015fant\u0131lar\u0131 olan Nur talebelerini \u00e7ok sevdim.
\nHekimo\u011flu \u0130smail\u2019in Minyeli Abdullah\u2019\u0131, \u015eule Y\u00fcksel \u015eenler\u2019in Huzur Soka\u011f\u0131, Tar\u0131k Bu\u011fra\u2019n\u0131n K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck A\u011fa\u2019s\u0131yla yeni ufuklara yelken a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n

1970\u2019de Huzur Soka\u011f\u0131 \u201cBirle\u015fen Yollar\u201d ad\u0131yla beyaz perdeye aktar\u0131ld\u0131. Feyza (T\u00fcrkan \u015eoray)\u2019\u0131n namaz sahnesi beni derinden etkiledi. Beyaz ba\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fcyle bir mele\u011fi and\u0131ran Feyza\u2019n\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131nda baharlar \u00e7a\u011fl\u0131yor gibi geldi bana.<\/p>\n

Birka\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce, bir zamanlar Anadolu\u2019da bir f\u0131rt\u0131na gibi esen \u015eule Y\u00fcksel \u015eenler\u2019i \u0130stanbul Bah\u00e7elievler\u2019deki evinde ziyaret etti\u011fimde o sahneyi sordum;<\/p>\n

\u201cHi\u00e7 de rol icab\u0131na benzemiyordu.\u201d Dedim.
\n\u201cDo\u011fru.\u201d Dedi.<\/p>\n

T\u00fcrkan Han\u0131m \u00e7ok a\u011flad\u0131 o sahnede. \u201cNamaz\u0131n rol icab\u0131 olan\u0131 bu kadar insana huzur verirse ya hakiki namaz insana nas\u0131l bir saadet verir, beni b\u0131rakma ne olur.\u201d dedi. Ama kopard\u0131lar onu bizden.<\/p>\n

Hekimo\u011flu \u0130smailler, \u015eule Y\u00fcksel \u015eenler, Necib Faz\u0131llar Anadolu\u2019yu bir ba\u015ftan bir ba\u015fa dola\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131. \u0130mam Hatip Okullar\u0131, Kuran Kurslar\u0131, cemaatler hummal\u0131 bir gayret i\u00e7indeydiler.
\n\u0130slami yeni bir dirili\u015f besteleri oradan buradan y\u00fckseliyordu. Ama as\u0131l g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir ses Ege taraflar\u0131ndan, cami k\u00fcrs\u00fclerinden, minare g\u00f6lgelerinden geliyordu. O ses beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu. Ama nas\u0131l gidecektik. O y\u0131llarda b\u00f6yle bir yolculu\u011fa muktedir de\u011fildim. San\u0131r\u0131m 1973 y\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131. Birka\u00e7 ki\u015fiden tedarik etti\u011fim para ile bir Cuma Sabah\u0131 Edremit\u2019e gitmek \u00fczere iki arkada\u015f yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Mahkeme Camii\u2019nin avlusundaki \u015fad\u0131rvandan abdestimizi al\u0131p m\u00fctevaz\u0131 mabede girdi\u011fimizde k\u00fcrs\u00fcdeki hatiple g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geldik. \u0130fk hadisesini, Hazreti Ai\u015fe Annemize at\u0131lan iftiray\u0131 anlat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Sanki y\u00fcz y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti aradan fakat \u00f6ylesine a\u015fkla ya\u015fand\u0131 ki her \u015fey, bu y\u00fczden \u00f6yle berrak ve d\u00fcn gibi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde.<\/p>\n

Ger\u00e7ek ya da efsane fark etmez, Ar\u015fimet nas\u0131l madde \u00e2lemindeki o b\u00fcy\u00fck ke\u015ffinden sonra bir deli gibi \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak ko\u015farak insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kaderini de\u011fi\u015ftirecek bir ger\u00e7e\u011fe uyanma\u011fa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fsa; O da m\u00e2n\u00e2 \u00e2leminde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc hakikate, b\u00fct\u00fcn benli\u011fini hi\u00e7e sayarak g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7inde \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131narak \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu bizi. \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kaderini de\u011fi\u015ftirecek bir hakikate ko\u015fmaya \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131yd\u0131 bu. \u201cG\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rmekle u\u011fra\u015f\u0131p ate\u015flerde yanarak zaman kaybetmeyin, ben yand\u0131m, hepiniz ad\u0131na yand\u0131m, siz ko\u015fun!\u201d diyordu.<\/p>\n

Y\u0131llarca k\u00fcrs\u00fclerde ate\u015ften bir g\u00f6mlek i\u00e7inde g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 d\u00f6ken bu adam; ataerkil saltanat\u0131n, k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n kutsand\u0131\u011f\u0131, erkekli\u011fin h\u00e2l\u00e2 neredeyse zul\u00fcm ve kat\u0131 kalplilikle bir g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, ge\u00e7mi\u015fin h\u00fcsran\u0131yla tahamm\u00fcls\u00fczle\u015fmi\u015f, himmeti unutmaya y\u00fcz tutmu\u015f bir \u00fclkenin k\u00fcrs\u00fclerinde a\u011fl\u0131yordu. Durmadan a\u011fl\u0131yordu. Biz onu g\u00f6ren, dinleyen yar\u0131 yaral\u0131, yar\u0131 yar\u0131ya hayat\u0131n kenar\u0131nda do\u011fmu\u015f \u00e7o\u011funluk \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131k. Erkek a\u011flamazd\u0131 da bu hepimizden daha mert ve cesur adam neden a\u011fl\u0131yordu? Dinmek bilmeyen bu g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 nas\u0131l ate\u015fin bir ruhtan f\u0131\u015fk\u0131r\u0131yordu? Derin ela g\u00f6zleri neler g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu? Ruhunda hi\u00e7 dinmeyen nas\u0131l bir ate\u015f yan\u0131yordu da b\u00f6yle bir \u00e2lemde yakas\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131rtarak, g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc par\u00e7alayarak kendini te\u015fhir ediyordu.<\/p>\n

\u201cNiye?\u201d Diyordu. \u201cSizin ne eksi\u011finiz var kahramanlardan, haydi davran\u0131n, iki el bir ba\u015f i\u00e7indir.\u201d
\nBu kab\u0131ndan co\u015fup ta\u015fan adam onlardand\u0131, Allah\u2019\u0131n yolunun delisi olanlardan\u2026 Bu s\u0131r de\u011fildi; s\u0131r, bundan sonra olacaklard\u0131. \u201cVelilik de nedir.\u201d Diyordu. Ge\u00e7in onlar\u0131, bize O\u2019nun yolunda deli laz\u0131m. Allah\u2019\u0131n yolunun delilerini ar\u0131yorum. S\u0131r, her insan\u0131n yap\u0131p ettiklerinde a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cDo\u011fu\u2019dan Bat\u0131\u2019ya, Kuzey\u2019den G\u00fcney\u2019e ne y\u00f6ne d\u00f6nersen d\u00f6n, insandan ve g\u00f6n\u00fcller yapmaktan ge\u00e7en bir tezyin istiyor o sonsuz bo\u015fluk. Kendi i\u00e7ine bak g\u00f6receksin, onun nefesinde var oldu\u011funu ve ona do\u011fru ko\u015f, acele et, zaman dar, i\u015f \u00e7ok, yolda\u015f az. Kendi ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, kusurlar\u0131n\u0131, emellerini at O\u2019nun bo\u015flu\u011funa\u2026 Daha olaca\u011f\u0131m\/olgunla\u015faca\u011f\u0131m diye kendini kand\u0131rarak nefsini s\u00fcslemekle zaman kaybetme. Bu d\u00fcnyada vefa yok, \u00f6l\u00fcmden d\u00f6nen yok, \u00f6lmeden \u00f6l\u2026 Tehdide pabu\u00e7 b\u0131rakma, kendi ayaklar\u0131nla gir ate\u015fe, seni atacaklar\u0131 ate\u015f kalmas\u0131n, sen yan!\u201d<\/p>\n

B\u00f6yle diyordu bize.
\nG\u00f6zlerim, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n g\u00f6zleri gibi hayretten iri iri a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

A\u011fl\u0131yordum\u2026
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcmde ilk defa bir camide a\u011fl\u0131yordum. Hem de h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131ra h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131ra\u2026 Ama a\u011flayan sadece ben de\u011fildim, koca koca profes\u00f6rler, h\u00e2kimler \u00e7ocuklar gibi a\u011fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Sanki acelesi vard\u0131\u2026 Bu ate\u015ften hemen yanmayan ka\u00e7abilirdi, bir an evvel dald\u0131r\u0131yordu her eline ge\u00e7irdi\u011fini ate\u015ften g\u00f6le ve a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yordu g\u00f6zlerimiz; kendimize ra\u011fmen.<\/p>\n

\u015eimdi ge\u00e7mi\u015fe bakarken o g\u00fcnleri g\u00fcn\u00fcn saltanatl\u0131 saatlerine, fecirlere benzetiyorum. Nereden geldi\u011fini bilmedi\u011finiz ama hissetti\u011finiz bir gelece\u011fin, kader olan bir gelece\u011fin, bir talihin ac\u0131larla, yaralarla, dikenlerle y\u00fcr\u00fcnen saltanatl\u0131 yoluna. \u00c7o\u011fu zaman endi\u015fe verici olsa da yaln\u0131z y\u00fcr\u00fcmedi\u011fimizi bilmenin, dahas\u0131 kendi ad\u0131n\u0131za y\u00fcr\u00fcmedi\u011finizi bilmenin tesellisi oldu hep.<\/p>\n

A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yukar\u0131 b\u00f6yle ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015fi kadar gelece\u011fi de uzun y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n

Nice \u00e2limler, hatipler dinlemi\u015ftim ama bu ses ba\u015fkayd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn bug\u00fcn hayallerim, d\u00fc\u015flerim, sevdalar\u0131m de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u0130lkin Ege B\u00f6lgesi Camilerinde dinlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m Fethullah G\u00fclen Hocafendi\u2019nin k\u00fcrs\u00fclerden k\u00fckreyi\u015fini, inleyi\u015fini, a\u011flay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, \u0131st\u0131rab\u0131n\u0131, yeni bir neslin dirili\u015fi i\u00e7in cami cemaatine yalvar\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zlerimle g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Co\u015fkun akan p\u0131nara ula\u015f\u0131p da g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geldi\u011fimizde, bahar g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f bir dal gibi damarlar\u0131ma can y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc hissettim. Onun bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn bir insanl\u0131\u011fa yetecek a\u015fk\u0131 ve sevgiyi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Ya\u015famak de\u011fil ya\u015fatmak idealiydi onunkisi. Onun i\u00e7in o g\u00fcnleri bir \u00f6mre bedel bilirim.<\/p>\n

Ben hayalleri k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn da\u011flar\u0131 ile s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 bir k\u00f6y \u00e7ocu\u011fu idim. O g\u00fcn Hocaefendi \u015f\u00f6yle sesleniyordu;<\/p>\n

\u201cA\u00e7\u0131n sinenizi, ummanlar gibi olun kalmas\u0131n d\u00fcnyada mahzun bir g\u00f6n\u00fcl.\u201d<\/p>\n

Bizi Allah\u2019\u0131n davas\u0131na, insanl\u0131\u011fa vefal\u0131 olmaya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

\u201cVefa, dost ikliminde yeti\u015fen g\u00fcllerdendir.\u201d Diyordu. \u201cEvet, \u00fczerlerine ald\u0131klar\u0131 m\u00fckellefiyetleri, iki ad\u0131m \u00f6teye g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeden vefas\u0131zl\u0131k edip bir kenara \u00e7ekilenler, zillet ve hakaret damgas\u0131n\u0131 yiyerek a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lar\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131na itildiler. Mukaddes y\u00fck ve yolculu\u011fa \u00e7eyrek g\u00fcn bile tahamm\u00fcl g\u00f6steremeyip yan \u00e7izenler ise o g\u00fcn bug\u00fcn do\u011fru yolu kaybetmi\u015f sap\u0131klar g\u00fcr\u00fbhu h\u00e2line geldiler.<\/p>\n

Nihayet d\u00f6n\u00fcp dola\u015f\u0131p mukaddes \u00e7ile n\u00f6beti bize gelince, en sa\u011flam vefa yeminleriyle y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp bu koca mesuliyetin alt\u0131na girdik.<\/p>\n

Co\u015fkun ve heyecanl\u0131, azimli ve kararl\u0131 idik.<\/p>\n

Heyhat\u2026 Beklenmedik bir dev \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc kesti\u2026 Bozduk etti\u011fimiz b\u00fct\u00fcn o yeminleri. Ve sonra, yeniden, her taraf \u00e7\u00f6lle\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn civanmertlikler eriyip ya\u011f gibi gitti. G\u00fcllerin yerini dikenler ald\u0131. Aylar g\u00fcne\u015fler pe\u015fi pe\u015fine batarken, ortal\u0131\u011f\u0131 kasvet dolu bulutlar bast\u0131. Ba\u011f \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc, ba\u011fban \u00f6ld\u00fc; \u201cpetekler s\u00f6nd\u00fc, ballar kalmad\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n

Hocas\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 delicesine vefal\u0131 bir talebe hik\u00e2yesini de o g\u00fcnlerde ondan dinlemi\u015ftim.
\n\u201cBir zat pek \u00e7ok talebe yeti\u015ftiriyor. Talebeler, bir zaman sonra ufaklar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131nca bak\u0131yorlar ki; Ahiret \u00e2lemine ait sicil defterinde efendi hazretlerini cehennemlikler aras\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcyorlar. Yava\u015f yava\u015f ayr\u0131l\u0131yorlar\u00a0onun yan\u0131ndan, birer birer gidiyorlar.\u00a0 Vefa bah\u00e7esinin tek bir g\u00fcl\u00fc kal\u0131yor. \u201cDine muhalif bir yan\u0131 var\u00a0 m\u0131 \u00fcstad\u0131n?\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor; k\u0131l\u0131\u00a0 k\u0131rk yararcas\u0131na dini ya\u015fayan, bu zatta dine ters hi\u00e7bir \u015fey g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor. Herkes gitse de o kal\u0131yor hocas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Birg\u00fcn Hak Dost diyor ki\u2026
\n\u201cArkada\u015flar\u0131n neden gitti, sen neden kald\u0131n?\u201d
\nSorusunda \u0131srar edince\u00a0vefal\u0131 talebe cevapl\u0131yor. \u201cEfendim, onlar\u0131n kalb g\u00f6zleri a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131nca sizin durumunuzu g\u00f6rd\u00fcler ve yan\u0131n\u0131zdan\u00a0ayr\u0131lmay\u0131 uygun buldular. Bana\u00a0gelince, g\u00f6z\u00fcm sizde hakikate a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.\u00a0 Size vefas\u0131zl\u0131k edemezdim.\u201d diyor.<\/p>\n

\u201cEvlad\u0131m!\u201d diyor Hak dostu. \u201cBen o yaz\u0131y\u0131\u00a0k\u0131rk senedir \u00f6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum, gidecek ba\u015fka kap\u0131 yok ki\u2026\u201d diyor. Bu\u00a0s\u00f6z\u00fcnden sonra ilahi levhalarda de\u011fi\u015fiklik oluyor, \u201ccehennemlik\u201d yaz\u0131s\u0131 silinip yerine \u201ccennetlik\u201d yaz\u0131l\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

Evet, bu menk\u0131beyi de ilkin g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7inde ondan dinlemi\u015ftim.
\nNice istidatlar\u0131n kalb g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131na vesile olan, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 yeni bir de\u011fi\u015fime haz\u0131rlayan Hocafendi\u2019nin, davaya vefa \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 ile dirili\u015f t\u00fcrk\u00fcleri k\u00fcresel bir besteye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ve ufuklar birbirine sevgiyle seslenmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eimdilerde, asr\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bu b\u00fcy\u00fck bilgesi ve onun etraf\u0131nda h\u00e2lelenmi\u015f fedak\u00e2r ruhlar, i\u00e7te ve d\u0131\u015fta iftira ile durdurulmaya ve \u00e7\u00f6kertilmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131l\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu hizmetlerde a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f ve \u015fimdilerde 60 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015f, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011farm\u0131\u015f bir insan olarak ben \u015fahitlik ediyorum ki, \u00d6nden Giden Atl\u0131lar dedi\u011fimiz bu fedak\u00e2r ruhlar, bir yere \u2018varma\u2019n\u0131n de\u011fil, \u2018yolda\u2019 olman\u0131n ve o yolda \u00f6lmenin sevdas\u0131ndad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Birilerinin \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kalpleri ve fel\u00e7 olmu\u015f beyinleriyle habire \u0131s\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u2018devleti ele ge\u00e7irme, \u015furaya buraya s\u0131zma\u2019 safsatas\u0131, onlar\u0131n r\u00fcyalar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda ne kadar g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00e7 kal\u0131yor! Devleti ele ge\u00e7irme sevdas\u0131nda olan bir insan onca g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcnyan\u0131n oras\u0131na d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131na da\u011f\u0131t\u0131r m\u0131?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir gazeteci bu b\u00fcy\u00fck insana \u015f\u00f6yle bir soru y\u00f6neltiyor:<\/p>\n

\u201c\u00d6ld\u00fckten sonra nas\u0131l an\u0131lmak istersiniz?\u201d<\/p>\n

Cevap y\u00fcrek yak\u0131c\u0131d\u0131r.
\n\u201cSize garip gelebilir, ama ben hat\u0131rlanmak de\u011fil, unutulmak isterim. Mezar\u0131m hi\u00e7 bilinmesin, yapayaln\u0131z \u00f6leyim, o kadar ki insanlar \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc bile fark etmesin, hatta bir cenazem olmas\u0131n. Ben kimse beni hat\u0131rlamas\u0131n isterim.\u201d<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Benim gibi hayali k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn da\u011flar\u0131 ile s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 milyonlarca insan\u0131n ufkunu d\u00fcnyaya a\u00e7an, bunca g\u00fczelliklere vesile olan, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n 160 \u00fclkesinde bayra\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 dalgaland\u0131ran bir insan\u0131n bu cevab\u0131 ne kadar ibret verici de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n

O, unutulmay\u0131 tercih etse de O\u2019nun neslimize ve insanl\u0131\u011fa yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hizmetler asla unutulmayacak.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyay\u0131 \u00e7i\u011fneyen ama \u00e7i\u00e7ek \u00e7i\u011fnemeyen \u00d6nden Giden Atl\u0131lar, bir g\u00fcn \u201cLeylalar\u0131\u201d olan \u00fclkelerine \u00f6zg\u00fcrce geri d\u00f6nd\u00fckleri g\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fck T\u00fcrkiye r\u00fcyas\u0131 tamam olacak.<\/p>\n

\u201cBitmedi bu kavga, bitmeyecek\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bin kez budad\u0131lar k\u00f6rpe dallar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,<\/strong>
\nbin kez k\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/strong>
\nYine \u00e7i\u00e7ekteyiz i\u015fte yine meyvedeyiz.<\/strong>
\nBitmedi daha s\u00fcr\u00fcyor o kavga ve s\u00fcrecek<\/strong>
\nYery\u00fcz\u00fc a\u015fk\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc oluncaya dek!\u201d<\/strong><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n

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Kaynak:<\/strong> Aktifhaber<\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u015eimdi Vefa Zaman\u0131\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ben bir k\u00f6y \u00e7ocu\u011fuyum. \u0130lkokulu da\u011flar aras\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fczde okudum. Bir sonbahar g\u00fcn\u00fc babam a\u011fabeyimle benim elimden tutarak \u0130mam Hatip Okuluna yazd\u0131rmak i\u00e7in \u015fehre g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Annemi hala toprak evimizin \u00f6n\u00fcnde, bir elini hafif\u00e7e bize sallarken di\u011fer eliyle g\u00f6z p\u0131narlar\u0131na biriken ya\u015flar\u0131 beyaz ya\u015fma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ucuyla silerken hat\u0131rlar\u0131m. 1970\u2019li y\u0131llard\u0131\u2026 O y\u0131llarda \u015fehirde okumak …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2114,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,6],"tags":[278,119,74,1473,273,1472,36,420,42,219],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4185"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4185"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4185\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4186,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4185\/revisions\/4186"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2114"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4185"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4185"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4185"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}