Gafletle uyumak ne revad\u0131r abd-i hak\u00eere,
\n\u015eefkatle nida ederken Rahman gecelerde.<\/em>\u00a0(\u0130brahim Hakk\u0131)<\/strong><\/p><\/blockquote>\nmazmununda, \u00e7ok y\u00fcksek hislerle Allah\u2019a i\u00e7 d\u00f6k\u00fc\u015flerini ve nefsiyle y\u00fczle\u015fmelerini \u00f6yle tesirli iniltilerle sunar ki, anlayanlara bir saba na\u011fmesi tesiri icra eder ve b\u00f6yleleri b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6lmemi\u015flerse, kalkar Hak kurbetine ko\u015farlar. O i\u00e7ten na\u011fmelerle uyan\u0131p kendimize gelmeyi Allah bize de m\u00fcyesser k\u0131ls\u0131n!..<\/p>\n
Yetinmez Hazret bu \u015fekilde Hakk\u2019a i\u00e7 d\u00f6k\u00fc\u015fle; O\u2019na g\u00f6n\u00fclden y\u00f6neli\u015fin her y\u00f6ntemini kullanmak ister. Kendiyle y\u00fczle\u015fme ve arkadan gelenlere in\u00e2be yolunu i\u015faretleme \u00e7izgisinde bir kere daha kor ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 rahmet \u00fc re\u2019fet e\u015fi\u011fine ve farkl\u0131 bir \u00e7er\u00e7evede s\u0131zlanmalara salar kendini: \u201cAllah\u2019\u0131m! \u0130\u015fledi\u011fim hata ve g\u00fcnahlar\u00a0<\/em>-neye g\u00fcnah diyorsa?!.-\u00a0zillet urbalar\u0131 giydirdi ruhuma.. c\u00fcda d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm Senden ve kendimi meskenet libas\u0131 i\u00e7inde hissediyorum. G\u00fcnahlar b\u00ee hadd \u00fc p\u00e2y\u00e2n kalbimi simsiyah hale getirdi.\u00a0<\/em>-Bu ne derin bir i\u00e7 murakabesi!-\u00a0Kap\u0131nday\u0131m, ba\u015f\u0131m \u015fefkat e\u015fi\u011finde; ey o Biricik Mabud u Maks\u00fbd! Kabul buyur bu y\u00f6nelme ve in\u00e2bemi!.. Bir kez daha Senin o y\u00fccelerden y\u00fcce derg\u00e2h\u0131na y\u00f6neldim. Ba\u015f\u0131m \u00f6n\u00fcmde huzur-\u0131 azametin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda el-pen\u00e7e divan duruyor, aff\u0131ma ferman bekliyorum. Gayri e\u011fer uzakla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rsan bu bendeni kap\u0131ndan, kime y\u00f6nelir, kime s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r\u0131m?!. Ey g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc dahi affeden ve da\u011f\u0131n\u0131kl\u0131\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f yaral\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fclleri sar\u0131p sarmalayan y\u00fcce Rab! Senden, o y\u00fcz k\u0131zartan hatalar\u0131m\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaman\u0131, affedip yok sayman\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn mes\u00e2v\u00eemi setretmeni diliyorum. \u00d6telerde sevdiklerine iltifat\u0131n\u0131, o l\u00fctuf, kerem ve rahmetinin serinletici iklimini benden de esirgeme!\u201d<\/em><\/p>\nBu s\u00f6zlerle bir farkl\u0131 s\u0131zlan\u0131\u015f tablosu daha sergileyerek, o derinlerden derin isti\u011ffar, tevbe ve in\u00e2be kurnalar\u0131na ko\u015far. \u0130rfan ufkuyla mebs\u00fbten m\u00fctenasip (do\u011fru orant\u0131l\u0131) \u00e7evreye \u00f6yle \u00e2h u v\u00e2hlar sal\u0131verir ki, o \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 duyunca, bu \u00e2h u v\u00e2h\u0131 kirlerle \u00e2l\u00fbde bir m\u00fccrimin s\u0131zlan\u0131\u015flar\u0131 san\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. Ne var ki, biz tam anlamasak da bu i\u00e7 \u00e7eki\u015fler birer mukarrab\u00een ufku iniltisi ve n\u00e2d\u00e2nlara ezan sesiyle birer uyarma ve ikaz nefesi mahiyetinde temc\u00eed edal\u0131 na\u011fmelerdir. Ne der ve ne s\u00f6ylerse s\u00f6ylesin, asl\u0131nda bu \u201cfenafill\u00e2h\u201d abidesi, zannediyorum, r\u00fcyas\u0131nda bile nefs-i emm\u00e2re ile hasbihal etmemi\u015ftir; ama gel g\u00f6r ki, bize ders ve tenbih, kendi a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan da Hak kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ihraz etti\u011fi mukarreb konumu zaviyesinden hep inlemi\u015ftir. Onun bu yakar\u0131\u015flar\u0131na bir i\u00e7 \u00e7eki\u015f ve bir s\u0131zlan\u0131\u015f mahiyetinde s\u00fbzi\u015f\u00ee iniltiler diyebilirsiniz.<\/p>\n
Bu itibarla da o, ba\u015f\u0131 hep Hak kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fi\u011finde \u201cBaht\u0131na d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm!\u201d der durur. \u0130\u015fte o s\u0131zlan\u0131\u015flardan bir hicaz iniltisi daha:\u00a0\u201cEy y\u00fcce Rabbim! Beni hi\u00e7bir zaman Senden c\u00fcda k\u0131l\u0131p k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklere d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrme; hatadan hataya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp isyan deryas\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fcklenmeme f\u0131rsat verme ve Senin gazab\u0131n\u0131 gerektiren hususlara s\u00fcr\u00fcklenmekten bendeni muhafaza buyur! Beni bitip t\u00fckenme bilmeyen t<\/em>\u00fb<\/em>l-i emeller arkas\u0131ndan ko\u015fturan, bel\u00e2 ve musibetler kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda s\u00fcrekli s\u0131zlan\u0131p duran, her hay\u0131rl\u0131 i\u015fi kendinden bilen, her zaman m\u00e2l\u00e2y\u00e2niy\u00e2ta meyyal bulunan, gaflet ve nisyanlarla m\u00e2lem\u00e2l, g\u00fcnahlara kar\u015f\u0131 her dem a\u00e7\u0131k; Sana y\u00f6nelmeye, tevbe ve in\u00e2bede bulunmaya gelince \u2018yar\u0131n\u2019 deyip erteledik\u00e7e erteleyen \u015fu ba\u015f belas\u0131 nefs-i emm\u00e2remi Sana \u015fik\u00e2yet ediyorum.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\nOta\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itmi\u2019nan ufkuna kurmu\u015f bu s\u00e2fi ve z\u00e2ki ruh bilmem ki neye nefs-i emm\u00e2re diyor?!. Bununla da yetinmeyip \u015feytan ve hev\u00e2-i nefis girdaplar\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 da ayn\u0131 iltica ve tazarruda bulunduktan sonra ayr\u0131 bir niyaz fasl\u0131na ge\u00e7erek g\u00f6n\u00fcl dilinden kopup gelen ve biz gafillere \u015famar mahiyetindeki \u015fu i\u00e7 d\u00f6k\u00fc\u015flerde bulunuyor:\u00a0\u201cEy Rab! \u00c7e\u015fit \u00e7e\u015fit vesveselere esir, kaskat\u0131 kesilip paslanm\u0131\u015f \u015fu m\u00fcrde kalbimi, havf u ha\u015fyet nedir unutmu\u015f halimi Sana \u015fik\u00e2yet ediyorum.\u201d<\/em>\u00a0G\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 ve kalb \u00fcrpertilerini as\u0131rlar ve as\u0131rlar \u00f6tesinde unutmu\u015f; M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fekl\u00eelik ve sur\u00eeli\u011fe emanet bu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u00a0\u0643\u064e\u0645\u064e\u062b\u064e\u0644\u0650 \u0627\u0644\u0652\u062d\u0650\u0645\u064e\u0627\u0631\u0650 \u064a\u064e\u062d\u0652\u0645\u0650\u0644\u064f \u0623\u064e\u0633\u0652\u0641\u064e\u0627\u0631\u064b\u0627<\/span>\u00a0m\u00e2sadak\u0131 d\u00fcnyaperest ruhlar bilmem ki bundan bir \u015fey anlayacaklar m\u0131? Ben hi\u00e7 zannetmiyorum!..<\/p>\nHazret bunlarla da yetinmez; y\u00f6nelir meh\u00e2fet ve meh\u00e2bet ufkuna ve insan\u00ee kem\u00e2l\u00e2t\u0131n temel unsurlar\u0131na.. y\u00f6nelir \u0631\u064e\u0623\u0652\u0633\u064f \u0627\u0644\u0652\u062d\u0650\u0643\u0652\u0645\u064e\u0629\u0650 \u0645\u064e\u062e\u064e\u0627\u0641\u064e\u0629\u064f \u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647\u0650 hakikati z\u0131llinde ger\u00e7ek fazilet unsuruna; Akif\u2019in \u015fu m\u0131sralar\u0131n\u0131 seslendiriyor gibi inler ve bir kere daha Hak kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda iki b\u00fckl\u00fcm olur:<\/p>\n
\u201cNe irfand\u0131r veren ahl\u00e2ka y\u00fckseklik, ne vicdand\u0131r<\/em>,
\nFazilet hissi insanlarda Allah korkusundand\u0131r.
\nY\u00fcreklerden silinsin farz edelim havf\u0131 Yezd\u00e2n\u2019\u0131n
\nNe irfan\u0131n kal\u0131r tesiri kat\u2019iyen, ne vicdan\u0131n.
\n<\/em>Hayat art\u0131k beh\u00e2imdir; hay\u0131r, ondan da al\u00e7akt\u0131r\u2026<\/em>\u201d<\/em>\u00a0(M. Akif)<\/strong><\/p><\/blockquote>\nB\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ve \u00f6lmemi\u015f g\u00f6n\u00fcllerde insanca ya\u015fama hissi uyar\u0131r. Bu duygular\u0131n\u0131 meh\u00e2fet ve meh\u00e2bet na\u011fmeleriyle dillendirir; O\u2019nun taraf\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcyor olma zirvesinin \u00f6tesinde huzur-\u0131 kibriy\u00e2da bulunuyormu\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na ney gibi inler ve bir d\u00eedeb\u00e2n tavr\u0131 sergiler. \u0130\u015fte bu konuda da farkl\u0131 desen ve farkl\u0131 renkte \u00fcmit edal\u0131 bir ka\u00e7 demet havf u ha\u015fyet zemzemesi:<\/p>\n
\u201cEy merhamet ve \u015fefkat sultan\u0131 y\u00fcce Rabbim! Sana y\u00f6nelen bu bendeni ve bu kap\u0131kulu ged\u00e2n\u0131 Sensizlik ate\u015fine mi atacaks\u0131n? Edip eylediklerini ancak Senin engin rahmet ummanlar\u0131n\u0131n ar\u0131nd\u0131raca\u011f\u0131 bu \u00e2cizi afv u safh\u0131ndan mahrum mu b\u0131rakacaks\u0131n? H\u00e2\u015f\u00e2, y\u00fcz bin defa h\u00e2\u015f\u00e2! Sen hi\u00e7bir zaman derg\u00e2h-\u0131 ul\u00fbhiyetine y\u00f6nelenleri eli bo\u015f ve inkisar i\u00e7inde geriye \u00e7evirmemi\u015fsindir.\u201d<\/em>\u00a0-Burada soluklar\u0131 kesilmi\u015f\u00e7esine ve meh\u00e2fet m\u0131zrab\u0131 yemi\u015f bir kalb iniltisiyle-\u00a0\u201cNe olurdu bir bilebilseydim; ad\u0131m\u0131 \u2018sa\u00eedler\u2019 defterine kaydedip beni yak\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla \u015fereflendirdi\u011fini! Bilseydim de g\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6nl\u00fcm s\u00fcrurla, sevin\u00e7le t\u00fcllenseydi!.. Ey Rab! \u015e\u00f6yle-b\u00f6yle seni bilip Sana inananlar\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne rahmet kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 kapama! \u00dcmit ve inanc\u0131m, y\u00fcce varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyurmakla ihy\u00e2 etti\u011fin g\u00f6n\u00fclleri Sensizlik zilletine b\u0131rakma -hi\u00e7bir zaman b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131n- b\u0131rak\u0131p da firkat ve cehennem ate\u015fine yakma! Rabbim! Ben kulunu, gazap ve azap eleminden koru!.. Hay\u0131rl\u0131 ve hay\u0131rs\u0131z\u0131n birbirinden ayr\u0131laca\u011f\u0131, hesap endi\u015fesiyle elin-aya\u011f\u0131n birbirine dola\u015faca\u011f\u0131, iyiliklerle serfir\u00e2z ruhlar\u0131n kurbet ne\u015fvesiyle kendinden ge\u00e7ece\u011fi, hayat\u0131n\u0131 kirletmi\u015f bahts\u0131zlar\u0131n uzakl\u0131k hicran\u0131yla tir tir titreyece\u011fi.. ve hi\u00e7 kimsenin zerre miktar\u0131 haks\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa maruz kalmayaca\u011f\u0131 o \u00e7etinlerden \u00e7etin g\u00fcnde beni Cehennem azab\u0131ndan koru!..\u201d\u00a0<\/em>diyerek derin bir endi\u015fe i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011funu dillendirir.. tepeden t\u0131rna\u011fa g\u00fcnahlarla \u00e2l\u00fbde bir m\u00fccrim hissiyat\u0131yla en i\u00e7ten yakar\u0131\u015flara y\u00f6nelir.. iki korku ile iki emniyetin beraber olamayaca\u011f\u0131 iz\u2019\u00e2n\u0131yla yakar\u0131\u015ftan yakar\u0131\u015fa ge\u00e7er.. titreyen elleriyle hep rahmet u re\u2019fet kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n tokma\u011f\u0131na dokunur ve dur-durak bilmeden s\u00fcrekli s\u0131zlan\u0131r durur.. s\u0131zlan\u0131r durur ve hislerini g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla ta\u00e7land\u0131r\u0131rken de inanma urbas\u0131 alt\u0131nda hakiki imandan uzakla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, meh\u00e2fet ve mehabet hissinden mahrum \u00f6l\u00fc ruhlara tebah mesajlar\u0131 sunar.<\/p>\nYazar: Fethullah G\u00fclen <\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Kendileriyle Y\u00fczle\u015fmede H\u00e2le \u0130le Hallenenler-2 \u0130mam, her zaman farkl\u0131 bir derinlikte devam ettirdi\u011fi \u00e2h u en\u00eenlerini \u015fu zebercet beyanlarla da seslendirir:\u00a0\u201cEy Rab, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc isyan vadilerinde ge\u00e7irdikten sonra, i\u00e7ten bir pi\u015fmanl\u0131k hissiyle Sana y\u00f6nelip rahmet kap\u0131n\u0131n tokma\u011f\u0131na dokunan, dokunup Senin rahmet, \u015fefkat ve ut\u00fbfet tevecc\u00fchlerini bekleyen ilk insan ben de\u011filim; daha niceleri o kap\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fi\u011fine ba\u015f …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4609,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1534,122],"tags":[1190,1532,23,273,36,420,103,614,13,219],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4608"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4608"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4608\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4610,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4608\/revisions\/4610"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4609"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4608"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4608"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kocar.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4608"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}